"Into The Darkness"

 

No more new mornings, No more new classes,

No more clients, No more emails, No more conversations,
No more waiting, No more pains, No more tears,
No more minor chords, No more sad songs,
No more questions, No more answers,
No more being alone, No more aimless walking,
No more high hopes, No more breathing,

No more responsibilities, No more myself....

Let The Party Begin !! 

[An evening get together at British Embassy, organized by Rave.]

The secret of their lives

Tried it few days ago on my roof top !! Basically it's 71 second exposure.. I hold the wireless trigger on my left hand and used my cell phone to write it.. it was really a great fun.. I had to tried a lot to get this result !! :)

-- Love you till the end --

by The Pogues 

I just want to see you, when you're all alone

I just want to catch you if I can..

I just want to be there,

When the morning light explodes on your face it radiates

I cant escape, I love you till the end..

I just want to tell you nothing, you don't want to hear

All I want is for you to say..

Why don't you just take me, where I've never been before

I know you want to hear me catch my breath..

I love you till the end..

I just want to be there when were caught in the rain

I just want to see you laugh not cry..

I just want to feel you, when the night puts on its cloak

I'm lost for words don't tell me

Cause all I can say, I love you till the end...

Found this song after a long time. It's one of my favorite songs [lyrically] !! It was song by their bass guitarist & supportive vocal Darry Hunter, when their lead vocal, founding member Jem Finer left the band. 

The song was used as a soundtrack on the movie 'P.S. I love you'.

Finally I've done it !! It's my first Wedding photography portfolio.. I haven't bought the domain yet, but i'll do it soon.. I've tried my best to make it simple, and colorful.. It looks quiet different than the usual bridal or wedding photography sites here, in Bangladesh.. You may not like my photography, but I'm pretty sure that, you will like the layout works at least.. haha :) enjoy !!

View My Page here !!

Though the musics are pretty annoying, but the place smells heavenly !! The best coffee shop in the city !! 

Have nothing to do right now, so tried something like this.. I would have put more effort to make it interesting and way better, but I was soo lazy.. the wireless trigger and the tripod works like hell together !! will try something with the stars soon..

Few lines by Anjan Datta.. one of my favorite song !! It really reminds me of my past, and those beautiful days.. Nothing remains the same.. time's changed, so changed life.. it's getting darker and smaller.. and it's happening so fast..

Shwapno ebar hoye jabe bela shatti, atodin dhore ato apekkha

Rasta-r kato shosta-hotel-e badhho-cabin-e bondi dujone,

ruddhow shwash kato pratikkha

Ar kichudin tarpor bela mukti, Kashba'r oi neel dewal er ghar

Shadakalo ei janjal-e bhora mithye kathar shahar-e, 

tomar amar lal-neel shangshar....

Listen the song here...

Bandarban Diary

Watching the time, 5 more hours to go.. I'm pretty sure that it's gonna be a day to remember.. but I don't know how can I be so relaxed !! I have 3 of my semester finals and I swear I haven't studied a single page for last 10 days.. I just couldn't !! I just don't want to think anymore about these, and listening Coldplay's 'Up in Flames' and 'Hurts like Heaven' right now !! I wish I could close the eyes for the last few hours.. sigh.. anyways.. good news is, I will be on my city roads from tomorrow again, and there will be nothing to think or worry about.. I mean study or something.. I will just keep walking.. I've also a plan to make a short story about the slum life..  Yesterday, someone asked me an interesting question that if I hate crowd and noise so much, then how can you walk on the streets? I couldn't reply anything, because I didn't have any !! but.. to be honest, I found the quietest places there and I just love to walk.. because it leads me to nowhere..

We are shaped by our thoughts. We are what we think. 

We become what we think. With our thoughts, we make the world.

-- Buddha

Idle time... Idle hands... Idle mind...

God, If the whole city has to sleep now, 
then who will enjoy this beautiful rain and for whom the birds are singing !!

My Insomniac Nights

I don't know what's wrong going on my head for last few days.. can't sleep at all.. spending hours after hours sleeplessly in the bed !! can't make my eyes stop searching someone.. why all these thoughts are coming into my head at the middle of the nights.. why they have to ?? Sometimes I can't figure it out that who I am, and what I'm doing here..why people all are pretending so much, where they are not at all so !! guess I'm just lost in the moment but i know soon it will be over..

Flying by Bryan Adams

If you ever feel like you're gonna fall - oh I'll be there
And if you ever feel down or feel small - oh don't despair
And if you ever feel lost or feel alone - babe c'mon home

Let's just make love - all night
Let's just hold on - so tight
Let's make it last - for life
I won't let you go

Yeah we're flying - feels just like flying
We're such a long way up - from the ground
Just you and me flying - so high 'n I'm never gonna come down

Every time you turn around and wanna run - oh come to me
When every little dream comes undone - oh don't worry

Let's just make love - all night
Let's just hold on - so tight
Let's make it last - for life
I won't let you go

Yeah we're flying - feels just like flying
We're such a long way up - from the ground
Just you and me flying - so high 'n I'm never gonna come down

Ooooh, Let's just make love - all night
Let's just hold on - so tight
Let's make it last - for life
I won't let you go

Yeah we're flying - feels just like flying
We're such a long way up - from the ground
Ya we're flying (ya we're flying)-

feels just like flying (feels just like flying)
We're such a long way up - from the ground
Yeah we're flying so high and,
We're never gonna come down:you and me


Flying by Bryan Adams -- Listen this song

Your 120th day chacchu....

You're beautiful but you're blind.. You are an Angel flying far behind..

The one who loves you, can never hurt you...

I wish God gave me some power to express my thoughts.

Yesterday was like a dream !!!

Missing you Khalamuni !! Missing you so madly !! Its been a year, since you've left us..
May be you have become one of those stars on the sky, and watching all of us right now !!

I Love you Khalamuni.. we all love you !!

- Skin - 

by Poets of The Fall

We made ourselves home out of our dreams

Brought with us this love now bittersweet

Maybe I could say now that I always thought of you

How you run to walk with me whole life through

And I know we go deeper than skin but what lies within

It's still deeper than we know

And for all this pantomime, you should see the state I'm in

I couldn't heal myself with time alone

I have you tattooed on my skin

This house is full of stories we both told

These rooms, their very stage where they don't fall

These walls, they whisper secrets and memories they're of

This door no longer leads us to their love

And I know we go deeper than skin but what lies within

It's still deeper than we know

And for all this pantomime, you should see the state I'm in

I couldn't heal myself with time alone

I have you tattooed on my skin

All I ever wanted was to hold you, what can I do now to make things new, 

I ain't trying to write you into a song, Cause you're too sacred and I would feel wrong

But when irony life holds, I was finally ready to meet you half way

You turned and walked away

And for all this pantomime, you should see the state I'm in

I couldn't heal myself with time alone

I have you tattooed on my skin

I couldn't heal myself with time alone

I have you tattooed on my skin

It's going to be the best semester ever !! Usually I don't have any class on thursday; friday and saturday are my day off, and today my finance faculty announced that, he's not going to take the sunday class. shehhh !! so 4 more days again, aah. Let's have a walk on the city roads, where the streets have no name. I need to find some work to do. Right now the only one I have on my mind is, I need to make my face lighter. I guess it's time to take a hair cut, let's see....

31st may.. will remember the day..

And Then You Kissed Me Like This

'Contact memory full' !! Grr.. it didn't let me save anymore contacts !! Using it for last 2 years, and i had a really great time with it [Nokia 2330c]. Sometimes it turned off automatically, and it's almost broken. It's time to buy a new one. but where will the money come from!! I found that I had more than 3500 inbox message, 1500 sent items on it, total received calls 357 hours, dialed calls 101 hours [nearly 2 hours a day!!], lots of notes and few more things. yah hell of a cell phone. I moved to the phone book to see the contact list and tried to remember some faces. [I will never do that again, I swear!!] So many memories came up instantly. Alphabetically the first one, that caught my eyes was 'boro khala', she left us last year. I can still remember that night. It was 4:50am when the doctors gave me her death certificate, and I was signing some official papers inside the ICU cabin at Lab Aid hospital. Second one was 'Shams mama', he died 1 month ago. He was really a funny character, and I really liked that guy. And the last one was a friend of mine, 'Shujo' !! I heard that he was depressed for some reasons, and committed suicide 2 weeks ago. His last profile picture on his facebook account was with me. and he changed it a night before it happened. strange....

Classes are suspended for next 10 days for scorching summer and I'm enjoying my free times. Lying on my bed till 10 on the morning, taking shower after every 3-4 hours, playing with my 1 month aged nephew, spending the evening time with the fireflies, then finally relaxing under the sky after dinner. ah, busy day, ain't it ?? Sometimes it feels really weird, how am I wasting my time in such a way. When I see others working around me, running after money 12 hours a day or even more, I ask myself what I'm really doing !! Am I the only one who come up with thousands of unnatural thoughts? am I the only one who's annihilating his own life? Or the world has gone mad as hell?